Thursday, February 21, 2008

It is done...

The book is finaly finished. I am holding in my hands the result of a journey i started almost 3 years ago - a journey that led me through all aspects of my being - love and hate, hope and fear and everything in between. I was close to giving up so many times throughout these years of work. But i couldnt. I just couldnt forget about it. I have never thus utterly and completely given into anything i have done so far in my entire life. My hands are shivering holding the result of this journey. I feel endlessly happy...and thoroughly empty.

To whoever may have read this blog over the years - thank you for all your patience. To whoever will read the book once (if at all) published - i wish you a good time.


Tuesday, February 19, 2008


...yup, 4 more pages were just added after i spent 7 hours at university again (for the first time since getting my degree - memories :)

Countdown is sunday, february 24th.

Stay tuned

Sunday, February 17, 2008

461 pages - What lies ahead?

Hi there

The big steps towards the end are getting even bigger. I am confident that i'll finish the book as planned on February, 24th. Actually i need 10 more pages to conclude the final chapter and then comes the half finished epilogue. The manuscript should be ready by the end of next week or up to wednesday the week after at latest.

What i will do further:

- i am going to put the manuscript aside for a couple of days, after i finished it (maybe for a week or so) and get some relief. Go out for a walk, meet friends, watch dvd's anything. Just dont be thinking about it.

- i'll start reading it from first page to the last and insert corrections, cut something out, or add other passages.

- i'll refresh my contact with the publishers.

It feels weird that after 2 years of work and so much effort put into this i finaly will have some kind of result. If it'll be worth it or not...time will tell.

So till next time.


Monday, February 11, 2008


Yeah, Baby, yeah. The final chapter is nearly complete, although i spent a significant amount of the past 4 days wit DMC4. The end is just around the corner...


Sunday, February 03, 2008


I was in the middle of the last chapter when i suddenly noticed that it is going to be a very large chapter. Anyway i'm on page 442 right now. At first it was planned for this book to contain three parts with 150 pages each. Maybe the last part will be a little longer. I dont wanna rush it, you know.

Going back to writing know.
Bye till page 450.